Envy

Lesson 1

Envy

"Envy is a symptom of lack of appreciation of our own uniqueness and self worth. Each of us has something to give that no one else has."

Envying someone is one of the many problems I have. Envy yang dimaksud adalah rasa iri yang seringkali dateng ke gw. The problem is, I always compare myself to others, thinking that I always have to be the best and when I 'win' there's always this voice in my head that keep saying 'haha screw you, I win!' and when I lose I keep getting this feeling of jealousy. Gw pengen banget bisa 'rela' biarin orang lebih baik dari gw karena nggak selamanya kita selalu diatas bukan? Biasanya ada 2 suara di kepala gw misalnya gini nih bunyinya:

Suara 1: 'nilai dia lebih bagus dari loe, loe pasti iri deh'
Suara 2: 'udah relain aja, kenapa sih loe harus nge-compare diri loe dengan orang lain?'

So being envious to someone else is not a good thing people, sometimes it will make you think bad things about that person, sometimes you will feel regret, it will fill your thoughts and minds, and it will consume youu -_-V